Maa ke sang Holi...

रंगों में घुल जाऊं 
हर एक गम भूल जाऊं
माँ, तुम फिर से मेरे पास आओ.. 
तुम्हारे आँचल में होली मनाऊं!!


मैंने देख ली दुनिया, बड़ी चुभती है इसकी झलक सीने में 
रेगिस्तान के बालू जैसी दूर दूर बिखरी तन्हाई है यहाँ..
माँ, तुम मेरे सर पे फिर हाथ फिराओ 
तुम्हारी गोद में अपना बीता बचपन मैं पाऊं.. 


आंसू की बाढ़ मुझे कभी कभी डुबो देती है...
पर तुमने ही सिखाया है की चलते चलते कभी न रुकना..
मैं चल तो रही हूँ.. यह सोच के कि शायद फिर कभी वो प्यार मैं पाऊं..
तुम्हारे आँचल में सर रख के मैं चैन से सो जाऊं!!


रंगों में घुल जाऊं 
हर एक गम भूल जाऊं
माँ, तुम फिर से मेरे पास आओ.. 
तुम्हारे आँचल में होली मनाऊं!!


मेरे दिल के गहरे रंग अब तक सूखे नहीं हैं..
सूरज से थोड़ी आंच उधार ले कर इन रंगों की चमक भी मैंने खोने नहीं दी है..
सोचती हूँ अपने प्यार भरे ये रंग मैं किस पे बरसाऊँ?
बस तुम ही तो हो माँ.. तुम्हारे ही आँचल को इनसे भिगोऊँ..


जिस निश्छल प्यार से तुमने सींचा है मुझे 
उसी प्यार से तुम्हारे संग मैं कहीं खो जाऊं ...
और नहीं देखी जाती इस दुनिया की रुस्वाइयाँ मुझसे 
तुम्हारे ही रंग में मैं डूब जाऊं..


माँ, तुम एक बार तो मेरे पास आओ....
तुम्हारे आँचल में होली मनाऊं!!!!

October 5 !!!

It's my birthday!! :)

And m not with my Mom!!! ... I miss her...

Mom n Me....

I miss someone to whom I can say "Hey U, listen, U r mine!!" :P
It's Kate Winslet's Birthday too... and I wish I also get to know about my Jack Dowson soon.. :P :)

Tired..

I always wanted to do something unique...
But now m getting so tired of my own self.. my own nature..
Wish I could go back to the my childhood and make a new start!!



I’m on the floor
Counting one minute more
Noone to break the silence

Staring into the night
All alone but that’s alright
It’s the feeling deep inside I don’t like

There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
Your breaking my heart again

Here in my bed
Counting the words you’ve said
They linger in the shadows

Coming home late at night
Drunk again but that’s alright
It’s the look in your eyes I don’t like

There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again...
-(Michael Learns to Rock) 

Just Listened this song while surfing thru you tube.. Loved it.

मुझे खबर थी वो मेरा नहीं पराया था..

पर धडकनों ने उसीको खुदा बनाया था 

मैं ख्वाब ख्वाब जिसे ढूंढता फिरा बरसों 

वो अश्क अश्क मेरी आँख में समाया था 

तेरा कसूर नहीं जान मेरी तन्हाई 

ये रोग मैंने ही खुद जान को लगाया था

तमाम शहर में एक वोह है अजनबी मुझसे

की जिसने गीत मेरा शहर को सुनाया था 

And here is one of my favourite song...

हाँ जुदाई से डरता है दिल..

हाँ जुदाई से डरता है दिल..

मौत से तो मैं  ...  डरती  नहीं 

और डरता तो सुन ले सनम 

प्यार तुझे मैं करती नहीं 

एक अरमान इस पार है 

एक अरमान उस पार है..

हमने खुद ही बनायीं थीं जो

रास्ते में वो दीवार है!!

 एक ख़ुशी दिल ने क्या मांग ली!!

.. हर ख़ुशी को नज़र लग गयी !!

ज़िन्दगी जब करीब आई तो

ज़िन्दगी को नज़र लग गयी.. 

अब तमन्ना हो दिल में कोई

अब तमन्ना हो दिल में कोईई... 

मैं तमन्ना भी करती नहीं 

और डरती तो सुन ले सनम..

प्यार तुझसे में करती नहीं!!

हाँ जुदाई से डरता है दिल !!!!

Saaath......

मुस्कुराने को लम्हें कम नहीं हैं ..

पर साथ कोई मुस्कुराए तो बात कुछ और हो..

सफ़र लम्बा है, इस बात से कभी शिकायत नहीं रही ..

हाँ, साथ कोई चले तो बात कुछ और हो.....

Kaanch Ke Yaar...

कांच के टुकड़ों में झांकता एक चेहरा है

जो खुद को देख के मुस्कुराता है 

मैंने पूछा है कई बार क्यों कांच तोड़ते हो

देखने को तो शीशा भी काफी होता  है

हर बार बड़ी शीतलता से मुझे 

नादान समझ बस मुस्कुरा देता है...

आज फिर टूटा एक कांच कहीं

मुझे याद अचानक उस चेहरे की आयी

और आज झांक के मैंने भी टुकड़ो में खुद को देखा है 

एक नहीं अनगिनत चेहरे दिखे!!

कहाँ शीशे में खुद का एक चेहरा देखते हैं हम..

टुकड़ो में देखो लगेगा अकेले नहीं कई चेहरों में हैं हम..

 कांच तोड़ने का यह बहाना अच्छा है

वो टूट के कहाँ फिर जुड़ता है .....

काम भी हो तसल्ली भी हो..

और कहाँ यह आराम मिलता है..

पर याद रखना देखते देखते छू न देना उन टुकड़ो को

वो "कांच" है.. बड़ी तेज़ चुभता है!!!! 

Yaar Jo Fir Yaad Aaya......

इक अरसे से भूला हुआ था दिल ने जिसे

यार वो फिर याद आया!!

पानी जो छलका आँखों से ..  उन्हें पीने वाला.. 

..यार वो फिर याद आया!!

वो एक ही था जिसपे बेबाकी से किया था भरोसा

तोड़ने वाला मुझे.. यार वो फिर याद आया!

इक अरसा हुआ था जिसे भूले हुए .. आज..

यार वो फिर याद आया!!!!!

Enjoying Mumbai Rain

It's been a long tym since I've written something in here....coz u know..

with time, priorities also change!!!

With a shift from Roorkee to Mumbai, these days m just enjoying my loneliness with MUMBAI RAIN!
Though i love being alone (mind it, not being 'lonely') sometimes, but these dayz m missing "life with my closests".... life becomes so meaningless without some dear ones... wish i were with my college mates for outdoorsy, mom for indoorsy, love for intimacy, and so on....... :)
But anyway, Mumbai Rain rockzz ! I've been here since the past one month or so, and not a single day has gone when my window was not washed out by the happy tears of those clouds up there.. and yeah, how can i forget that pigeon couple who love to come up at my room's window n make noises with their love.. and fluffy wings :)
Lots of things changed, n though m wasting my time once again by doing "nothing".. {as i always do! :D }, yet that little brain that resides in my skull is pushing me to really do "something" now as i can see time slipping away so very fast..
Yeah, I wanna resume my blogging that has been ignored since so long, but have lot more do... m sure, i'll come up again with something really interesting, till then "cheers to life!"

Companions in loneliness!

I don't have a good camera !! :(
with 2 mega pixel cam of my phone, i couldn't get a better pic....

but believe me, this cat is really a very shiny one. (or perhaps all cats are, i just got a chance to notice one so closely).
n look into her eyes.. gosh! they r really scary....

during one of those days, when i was all alone at home, this cat came to my house at 12 a.m.! God! what a nightmare it was!! she coudn't move back to the main door... as she feared me.. n i coudn't close my room's door, as i feared her!! :)

i ordered her (as if she could listen me) to go to the main door... n she really followed the orders.. hehe.. she went there.. tried to jump up(as that's where she had entered my home from).. but ouch... she slipped!.. jumping down from above is easy, but to jump up isn't easy... she just realised that.. loooked at me... so pathetic! i felt sorry for her, she tried to jump again... another failure!! now she loooked at me.. n just said... "MEEEoW"
ohhhhh she looked sooooo cute! :) ...a voice from my inside asked me if i could help her... but i coudn't (if i moved my room's door, she could have entered there). so finally, i just closed my door, n left her all alone in the drawing room.. (apparently allowing her to go to the kitchen, where there wasn't any milk)
she spent the whole night in my drawing room.... :)
and right at around 5 a.m.... she had her last attempt to jump up.... man! was i glad to know she was successful!! i thanked God!!


and here' my sweet squirrel......

all i can say about her is....
"you are beautiful"!

FEBRUARY

HAPPY CHOCOLATE DAY!

Exams have finally finished... V r once again d crazy wild animals... sleeping day n nyt... busy in doing nothing but "nothing"... dis graduation is nw at its verge of completion... n v all r thinkin abt d tym when v'll say fare thee well 2 each other... who knows, whether v'll remain in contact or just fly away from each other's den...

Who can say where d road goes.. Where d day flows ... Only time!

Some have met their best friends here, some got their love, some lost their most precious gifts from God Himself, n do whatever, i bet
dese memories won't go...
February seems to be d most watery month of d year..
With all the romantic days.. rose day, chocolate day, propose day n blah blah.. Every frnd is busy thinking what to do 'today'.. Gosh! They look so cute when they r racking their heads hard to do something foolishly cute for their loved ones.. :) N in the meanwhile, as they know this is their last year together, their eyes r watery..
for their love, for their frnz, for d fun at the terrace, for d fights in the canteen, for d unofficial trips together (apparently, lying at home),
for all those bitter n sweet memories they have gathered... few of which hav been caught in camera, while most of them r only in their hearts..
february is realy watery..

N today is a beautiful rainy day..
I guess, though v r not together at d moment, busy in our own den, yet, perhaps v r all just singing d same song-
Dekho baarish ho rahi hai.. it's raining, it's raining, it's raining......
Mera dil ro raha hai.. My heart is paining, it's paining, it's paining.... Tere liye!

Liveliness..

Life is all about being "live".
And when u start looking around urself, (u dnt even need to go far away), u get to see n know what "liveliness" is..
A friend of mine is so much passionate about his "rider instincts", he goes to mumbai from chandigarh on bike!!!! It's freezing like hell in chandigarh..n mumbai so damn hot! :) .......
His ride compelled me to redefine the word "life"...
Everyone has got some dreams which are absolutely weird n crazy, but there are few who meet them... Those who keep on waiting to get the conditions enough suitable for awakening their inner craze, only 'wait' throughout the whole life, n end up being un-content.. If one wants to be content, one must personify one's thoughts, be enough daring to look at the personification, feel it, whether it brings happiness or difficulties, play with it, give the best shot n have trust with it..
Live ur dreamz..
And u will live a life.. a life full of twists n turns n the way of getting out through those turns..
Be daring..
Be ALIVE..

This is the time when power is nurturing itself inside our crazy companions..a sleeping lion is twisting n moaning inside ur den..
Let it be awakened!

Let ur thoughts fly high..
Let them reach the sky..
Let the memories touch u..
Let ur life feel u..
Let the breeze kiss u..
Let the rain fall on u..
Let the wild come out..
Let there be nothing to worry about..
Let ur craze be on the highest tide..
Let ur imagination have a swift ride..
Let the pool be full of water..
Let urself reach to ur alma mater..
Let ur dreams take a dive..
Let urself be LiVE..
..be LiVE...........

Time utilization

these days, m wasting a lot of time in silly things.. sleeping during daytimes, n hence getting insomniac at night, mobile gaming, net surfing (thru phone only, as my pc has met its final breakdown) ..infact this blog too, is a step in the sequence..
at some wise moments, it comes to my mind that i should stop wasting this precious time of mine, n be more career focused.. for its my last year of graduation, n i still have no idea of what future my present is leading me to..
but then again, i feel addicted to doing whatever i want, n not giving a damn to the wise suggestions of my "trying-to-be-intellectual"-brain.
hehehe.

and to add to this addiction, i found a marvelous quote while surfing photobucket-

"THE TIME U ENJOY WASTING, IS NOT A WASTED TIME"

cheers to life!
eNjoy ur time!!
:D

A warm welcome in a chilled state..

A chilled weather.. An icy sky..
And the chirps of singing birds..
Everything seems to be joyous.., eager to start a brand new day..
And with a sense of welcoming this new year, it seems as if the nature is about to whisper a new song into my ears!
Another year has passed into an everlasting memory of sweets n sours.. while the dewy leaves are still dancing in the air....
As the wind blows a striking new tune, my heart sings a wish merrily..
A wish to be as pure as a dove..
A wish to be a messenger of love..
A wish to be deep rooted..
A wish to remain barefooted..
A wish to reach the zenith..
A wish to get appeased..
A wish to stroll in a country field..
A wish to let mysteries be revealed..
A wish to get the best out of 2010..
A wish to get the enlightened zen..